branded , materialistic me

Sunday, April 16, 2006

♠6:06 AM

and then again i thought to myself,
i should go the other way,
because he/she might be coming this way
and so i started running, and running,
trying to find the perfect spot
when i stopped in my tracks
and saw him
i stood still, and looked at him
all the while feeling my heart ramming agaisnt
my chest painfully,
as though begging for release
i could hear counting, but it seemed so distant
"twenty, nineteen, eighteen, seventeen, sixteen .."
i ignored it, and i felt uncomfortable
he looked like he was staring,
giving him a fleeting smile,
i turned around, not before i glanced at him once again
and hid behind the pillar

NOW, why in the blazers would i wnt to hide behind a pillar?
OHGOSH, i can't really make it out now
its starting to fade, but i don't want to let go (:

i missed tennis today, bcs of the rain ):
UGGHHH, i want it next week
and my run's on tuesday, and my leg hasnt completely healed
this isnt a good sign ):
uhhm, i went to the gym tdy instead
unfortunately, i didn't see rachel ):
so anwy, i did weights
and my arm hurts, but i can only do forty lbs
HOW LIGHT IS THAT?
i feel so weak, i shall try harder the next time (:
and i played table soccer too
its damn damn ultra nice ohkay (:
HAHAHHA, its funny too
cs it takes some time to get use to controlling the players
and i won TWO out of THREE SETS (:
now, wht were you saying again? (:

its ~~damn damn damn, damn~~ FUN (:
you shld really try it, AHHAHAHA
just dont get blisters, and eyes stay ON THE BALL (:
so i went to the club and saw ___ again
that stupid irritating shithead again,
how stupid can it get?
and he stared, and ddnt even say HI
now i really felt like smacking him,
but it wont work
AWW, i've to rack my brains and think of sthg else (:

i had stingray for dinner (:
this time, it was bbq-ed stingray
and it was lip-smackingly delicious
ohkay, just dont smack your lips
someone might mistake you for a pervert
unless, .. (:
and this time, i ate out too

BROKEBACK coming right up (:

`unless im mistaken, you're feeling it too

monday and tuesday's english periods were spent wtching
FORREST GRUMP
it was a touching a nice show (:
run forrest, RUN
run forrest, RUN RUN RUN
and he ran, and ran, and ran
im running, im running like the wind
and the braces came off, just like that

who took the cookie from

the COOKIE JAR?

; this is why i'm hot